I journeyed together with this group since 2008, when I first started playing for RCIA. It was a nightmare in the beginning; we can’t seem to co-ordinate well. But as time passes, our group dynamics got better and finally provided better music.
During these 2 years, my keyboard skills definitely have improved. It was a place for me to continue using my music talents after I left the choir besides playing for daily mass. I also learned to be more ‘thick skin’ especially when I made lots of mistakes, trying very hard to cover them.
The beauty of serving in this ministry was the many opportunities given to help others worship God and feel His presence. However, very frequently, I always ask myself whether if I have helped them or have I made a mess. Well, I have learned not to blame myself anymore, instead, to allow the Holy Spirit to take control as long as I had tried my best.
I will definitely miss serving in such ‘safe’ environment.
I was so embarrassed. It’s a cocktail made from vodka, peach schnapps, orange juice and cranberry juice. So I ordered it and my dear friends couldn’t stop teasing about the BEACH until we got out of the car park.
My dear friends, thank you. Thank you for always being so patience with me especially during practices. And, very importantly, thank you for being so accommodative to me during my 6 months stay with the sisters which enables me to continue serving. You have definitely played a big part in my discernment journey.
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